R: "you can call yourself a vampire if you want. if you call yourself a vampire, i will be your blood.   because i want to give everything to you, i want to give my emotion, i want to give my mind, i want to give my heart, i want to give my energy.  i can pour into you.  if you want me to pour into you.. i will pour into you."

R: "don't you know that i do nothing but my best to show you love and affection.  don't you know that i'm not invincible. don't you know that when you do that to me it hurts.  don't you know that I don't deserve it."(hugs...)

R: "yes, well, maybe you need to learn to not need me - or maybe love's expression knows no rules. or maybe i am your temporary stepping stone to get where you want.  see?  it's all ideas.  i just do what i want.."

R: "you don't have to feel that way.  you don't have to be intimidated because i am more giving.  you don't have to be intimidated because i am more loving, or more joyful, or i have more ideas.  what could i possibly do, right now, to make you feel that.." (leans back against her, brings her fingers lightly to my face..)

R: "i don't know how long.  if you don't change,..you know.. a little bit.."

R: "you can have my everything. but i have to admit.. (looks up at her, puppy dog eyes) it's sometimes a little draining."

R: "yes.  it's okay to be so... what's the word.  I was secretly hoping you would come out with that. I just didn't have the bravery to try.. you are right to let me know that.  so, i just.. i don't know.   i can't make any guarantees.  what do you think about... you know. it doesn't matter how long.. it's just me and you, and the now."

R: "is it security you want?  is it the feeling that you will wake up tomorrow and nothing will have changed?"

R: "i kind of want to.. yes and no.  i just don't make any plans."